A year has passed and it's a new beginning as a new age. = ) can u believe it 19 years ago i was born AHHHHHHHH

WOW i finally want to write a blog or entry watever they call it.  it's kinda ironic b/c i'm writing a blog then my stupid english essay which is due 2m.  *sigh* well there is so much on my mind right now and ti's like waiting to explode out of my mouth like a gossip newspaper. 

Well wats new these days? hmmmmmmmm well badminton season has started with the high school and u know wat this years not bad competition.  Wow i can't believe aragon was undefeated for how many games. stupid Kyrk always so lazy we gotta start training soon for alot of tournament in the future. well for the past month and a half i've been working and mostly it working helping out high school teams like westmoor and elco. bleh seems like i have more faith in westmoor these days and i don't know seems like they have alot of potential under their belts.  But man ok here it goes, well the reason why i have been going to westmoor alot is that theres this one special girl there name erica.  Gosh she's something special and i met her at like BAO spring and man right when i saw her i was like blown away and i hella wanted to talk to her. thank ronald for introducing erica to me ur a pal for that.  But man i've only known her for up to a month and half and i it felt like i've known her for like years.  Well man it was scarey at first just going to westmoor and seeing the team but edric made it easy for me and i felt very warm and welcome.  But man getting to know the team was a challenge and that took alot of balls from my system just to create an relationship with erica's friends which i so like b/c their all so funny.  But my main focus was Erica b/c i oh so like her and she has this glow that only i can see. hahahaha yes she's like the sun to me, she brightens up my day by just smiling or laughing at wat i say.

But yea these past weeks were horrible, and i had some hard times like last night also.  But for some reason i seem to get over the problem really quick b/c i worry so much about erica.  I don't know it seems like i'm falling for her, which is kinda weird for me b/c i never fall for a girl that fast.  I just don't know wat she's doing to me to make me LIke her more and more everyday.  = ) i guess she has that affect on me huh . hahahaha well u know wat their won't be anything that would bring erica and I apart. taht's just wat i feel and u can call me crazy if u like but u know wat i'm not ashame about my feelings toward the someone.  I live everyday as my last and u know wat I'm dam proud of being in this situation right now. 

to conclude this entry all i can say is that i'm not giving up on You erica and u know wat i will never.

I know i don't update xanga much but i found a reason to update today.  To all u that didn't find out yet. my friend Joel Orille has pass this last weekend. Wow i had history with this guy u know. Since Elementary school till high school. Never forget how cool he was to hang out in parkway man. He was one of my close friends even though we went out separate ways in high school. we still say sup or u know talk a lil.  This man had the biggest heart u know. I'm gonna miss u Joel. u have always helped me in parkway.  Love u to death man. but now ur in a better place with no one can hurt u. i can't believe someone can take someone that meant to most to people.  I encourage u guys out there to cherish who u have that's close to  u and be thankful that he or she is safe in ur arms. B/c someday that special someone can dissappear from ur arms and u won't be able to bring them back. Cherish life and cherish ur love ones, b/c i enjoy every single day of my life and i don't regret it.  ALL my loving family and my loyal and faithful friends who care so much about me. I love you all and to Joel Orille lets all pray for his family and friends who are in tough situations right now and pray that they can get through this and always remember Joel Orille in our hearts.

holy crap i haven't updated for like 2 months.eh xanga is kinda boring now and yea i'm just gonna update on important stuff. well last weekend was BAO which was pretty good. b/c i thought i did pretty well after just training since the begining or in the middle of summer and i'm actually winning games and getting in semi's and quarters. But over all i find training pretty useful. But eh i'm hella tired right now. working two jobs and going to school and plus training at the same time. not really having all the free time i've always wanted but it's life now. working 7 days a week and probably working like 50 hours now. shit!!!!so yea.i'll wrap it up for now maybe update soon